GAH it has been so long since i last posted.
I feel guilty. :(
but anyways, things have been really really fast. seems like it was just yesterday when I was freaking out over the dates of eoys ("OMG! Can you believe the school scheduled our exams like, @ e third week of term 4?? THIRD WEEK!!") and now i am in the midst of the eoy period myself. :'( GO EUNICE! JIAYOU!!!
Mugging Geog now. Earthquake. and it's already almost 9.30 and i am not done with it. Plus, i havent even started on my deforestation. HELP!!! TT
Oh wells, i dug my own grave on this one by reading Meg Cabot's Every Boy's Got One, when I was supposed to be studying!! But who can resist Meg Cabot's Books??? I can't~
Haiz. There's this whole list of want-to-do things that I need to do once eoys end! WOOHOOO!:D
1. I want to change this blog's blogskins. I am starting to get bored with it.
2. I want to go shopping.
3. I want to hang out with friends.
4. I want to go back INDO. :D
5. I want to go go swim swim everyday ^^
6. I want to go go jog jog everyday (:
7. I want to lose weight.
8. I want to read finish and digest all the tons of books that I have bought and borrowed since long long time ago, and yet still hadnt found the time to read..
9. I want to finish reading the whole Bible - OT & NT
10. I want to grow closer and closer to God.
11. I want to become a more organised and disciplined person.
12. I want to sleep latest 11pm everyday.
13. I want to be a good shepherd, older sister, PSL, student, child of God.
14. I want to perform at Arts Fest.
15. I want to watch dramas and movies.
16. I want to read all the books that I want (referring to chick lit XP)
17. I want to RIP OFF ALL MY SCHOOL STUFF!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
* well, not really :P
OMG. there are so many things i want to do! not to mention need to do! help!!!
Noticed that the list goes from feeding the needs of my "flesh" and then "spiritual being" then "flesh" again. oh mans~
Monday, October 5, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
KPOP♥♥♥
GAAHHHHH... I JUST ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ KPOP!!!:) MY TWO FAV BANDS AND SONGS AT THIS MOMENT.. I CAN HEAR THEM NON-STOP AND I WON'T MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
It'S YOU (Norago) - SUPER JUNIOR ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Fire - 2NE1 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
It'S YOU (Norago) - SUPER JUNIOR ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Fire - 2NE1 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Pics:)
was talking to daddy just now over the phonee~~ thanks pa,:) for sending me the pictures so fast!!:D YAY!!:) ♥ ♥ and i decided on a research question le!:) the science investigation thingy:)
just a pic to close off for the night ;)
just a pic to close off for the night ;)
[i look SSOOOOO cute when i was youngX) so ego:P]
I JUST LOVE 206'09 & 106'09
Had 2.4km and PEER-EVALUATION today:) which just shows how i am actually part of 206, in a way:P
haha.. sometimes, when i am in class, i don't feel so welcome:P but anyway, i had peer-evaluation, and i was reading the comments that my friends made around me:P SO TOUCHED~~~~ heeeheee^^ LOVE LOVE!!:D
And then there was 2.4, i passed by 5 seconds! WHEE!!:) anw, i stopped running at about the 2nd-3rd round, coz i was just too tired (shows that rope-skipping DOESN'T HELP IN BUILDING YOUR STAMINA!), and the whole class was cheering for me!!:D YAY!!:) LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!! THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Even though i didn't run, and stopped in the middle of nowhere for 15-30 seconds, right in front of MR SEAN YEOH, i really want to thank you all for being such great friends!!:D ♥ ♥ :)
"GO EUNICE!!! RUN!!! DON'T WALK LA YOU!!" whee^^:P i feel so grateful:) THANK YOU GOD FOR PUTTING ME IN SUCH A GREAATTT CLASSS~!!!:) Lizzie and Clarissa and Nicole K, and Jessica (even though jess and nic should have conserved their energy for their run, which was happening after mine) ran with me too!!:) thank you guys!:) ♥ u lotss!!:) OH OH OH!!:) and Yen jee and nicole kuan too!!:) for huggin' me after my run:), and also helping me after i am immobilised after my run:P ♥ ♥ ~~!
just now before the run, when i wrote the words "JESUS ♥ ME" & "God is Good:)", it really is true, for God shows that I have a nice and heart-warming class:) THANK YOU GOD!!:)
but i kinda feel bad now..:( rmb last year i was accompanying sandra and failed, this year sandra accompanied me and failed:( even though i didn't. I feel seriously bad and sorry. SORRY SANDRA! I'll run with you during your retake!:) shun bian lose calories. MUAHAHAHAHA
yup, and thank God for having such a GREAATT shepherd:) REBBIE bought me a bottle of 100PLUS!!:) LOVE YA REB!!:) i bought another one, coz i didn't know she bought for me:P, and shared one with the whole of 206, or rather those who were tired from their run (batch 4), and marissa:) heehee;)
thank God too;) for Kat who is so sporty la..:P she completed it with FLYING COLOURS!!!:) WAY TO GO SHEEPIEEE!!:D:D:D
Yup, yup. and tips to those running long distances (2.4 is long for me, k..:P), MUST EAT LUNCH!! if not you will not have energy to run like me:(, and don't sit down when you finish running, don't SIT DOWN!!!! i had a semi-conscious condition, k.. in the toilet for like 1/2 hour.. can't even sit upright:( everytime i do so, i'll start gasping, and then light blotches will be everywhere and nauseous feeling. GEE~~~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ :P
GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND HAVE A NICE DAY~!!!:) 206'09 FOREVER!!!:D
[can't wait for class outing;) on 29th May:)]
haha.. sometimes, when i am in class, i don't feel so welcome:P but anyway, i had peer-evaluation, and i was reading the comments that my friends made around me:P SO TOUCHED~~~~ heeeheee^^ LOVE LOVE!!:D
And then there was 2.4, i passed by 5 seconds! WHEE!!:) anw, i stopped running at about the 2nd-3rd round, coz i was just too tired (shows that rope-skipping DOESN'T HELP IN BUILDING YOUR STAMINA!), and the whole class was cheering for me!!:D YAY!!:) LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!! THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Even though i didn't run, and stopped in the middle of nowhere for 15-30 seconds, right in front of MR SEAN YEOH, i really want to thank you all for being such great friends!!:D ♥ ♥ :)
"GO EUNICE!!! RUN!!! DON'T WALK LA YOU!!" whee^^:P i feel so grateful:) THANK YOU GOD FOR PUTTING ME IN SUCH A GREAATTT CLASSS~!!!:) Lizzie and Clarissa and Nicole K, and Jessica (even though jess and nic should have conserved their energy for their run, which was happening after mine) ran with me too!!:) thank you guys!:) ♥ u lotss!!:) OH OH OH!!:) and Yen jee and nicole kuan too!!:) for huggin' me after my run:), and also helping me after i am immobilised after my run:P ♥ ♥ ~~!
just now before the run, when i wrote the words "JESUS ♥ ME" & "God is Good:)", it really is true, for God shows that I have a nice and heart-warming class:) THANK YOU GOD!!:)
but i kinda feel bad now..:( rmb last year i was accompanying sandra and failed, this year sandra accompanied me and failed:( even though i didn't. I feel seriously bad and sorry. SORRY SANDRA! I'll run with you during your retake!:) shun bian lose calories. MUAHAHAHAHA
yup, and thank God for having such a GREAATT shepherd:) REBBIE bought me a bottle of 100PLUS!!:) LOVE YA REB!!:) i bought another one, coz i didn't know she bought for me:P, and shared one with the whole of 206, or rather those who were tired from their run (batch 4), and marissa:) heehee;)
thank God too;) for Kat who is so sporty la..:P she completed it with FLYING COLOURS!!!:) WAY TO GO SHEEPIEEE!!:D:D:D
Yup, yup. and tips to those running long distances (2.4 is long for me, k..:P), MUST EAT LUNCH!! if not you will not have energy to run like me:(, and don't sit down when you finish running, don't SIT DOWN!!!! i had a semi-conscious condition, k.. in the toilet for like 1/2 hour.. can't even sit upright:( everytime i do so, i'll start gasping, and then light blotches will be everywhere and nauseous feeling. GEE~~~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ :P
GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND HAVE A NICE DAY~!!!:) 206'09 FOREVER!!!:D
[can't wait for class outing;) on 29th May:)]
Friday, May 15, 2009
Prayer Meet
Hai.. ok, guessed what.. i just came home from prayer meeting from suntec, and am super pissed but trying very hard not to:D ok.. so the story went like this.. the WHOLE church was praying and then suddenly mummy called all the way from indo. And then as a good daughter, i decided to pick my phone up. ;( and then realised that i made the wrong decision (or is it right?). Mummy was like scolding me NON-STOP!!! Demanding the reasons, why am i not at home, and why am i still at church (suntec convention hall), and why am i ...!!! it's only like 9.20!!!:( and she was like "i can't hear you. why is everyone shouting? damn, can you please like go out or sth?" ok, fine whatever la.. i mean if no one is there and i am stoning alone in the audi, it's ok la.. but please, it's during PRAYER MEETING!!!:( AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEEL SSOOOOO GUIILLLTTYYY. SO MMMANNYYY PPPEEEOOPPPLLLEEEE LOOOSSSTT TTHHHHEEEE MMOOOMMMMENNNNTUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMM!!!! ANNNNNNDDDD GGOOOOOOTTTT DIIIISSSSSRRRRUUUPPPPTEEEEDDDD!!!!!!!:(:(:(:(:( SO SO SO SO SO SSOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDD PLLS FORGIVE ME!!!!!
Seriously i feel so so so bad.:( this is probably the reason why they don't allow people to on their phones during service.:( but i left straightaway. with so many people staring at me. causing such a havoc!!!:( hai.. maybe this is a special lesson, to show that i must turn off my phone. and thank God for this!!:)
anyway, apologies for those seriously affected: Miriam, Rebecca, Zhuo En, Cleo, Joanne, Buan Hua, Caryn, Practically EVERYONE!!! So sorry!!! i'll be a better person from now on and never touch my phone during service!!!!
but yeah, i went home straightaway, coz i know that all this is for my own good.:) i mean my parents are not living with me right now, so i am practically living alone, with my younger sister of course, but still, i am like out of parental supervision. so they are actually worrying about me la:) WOW. MAJOR TURNING POINT.:) but yeah. even though i kept complaining that my parents worry about the stuff they should not worry, but don't worry about the stuff that they should worry, i am still thankful, and praise God for the parents that i have, (despite the embarrassment and inconvenience caused AARRGGGHHH i am hyperventilating again). plus, as children of God:) and believer of Him, we must submit to parental authority, no matter what:) because they're still the parents that God has assigned to you.:) so we must respect their authority and obey them:) therefore, i took a cab, and reached home within 20 minutes:) but later complained to sis and dad. sis directly and dad through the phone. i guess i still sounded so pissed, but actually i am not that bad la. i just want to .. act child?:P i dunno..:P i shall learn not to do that:P
but overall, prayer meeting was so fun!!!:) it was the first time, then i realise that caregroup is really a group that cares:) it was so fun!!:) i mean i've never gone for this kind of fellowship before, but i seriously love it!!:) go CC5!!:) love you guys!!:D especially miriam for the fruits:) thank you!!:) and miriam and caryn for the crazy kpop frenzy!!:D
YAY!!! PFT 2.4 rescheduled to TUESDAY!!:) YIPEE!!:D can train tmr and sunday and monday!:D hahahaha:D
philo was okay.. and thanks paula!!:) For coming down quickly to help me pay the taxi dollar $9, with a $50 note, instead of $10 that i asked, but yeah, thanks a lot!!:) LOVE YA!!:) and thank you taxi driver (didn't manage to catch his name though) to be so patient, and drive me home fast fast!!:D thank you!!:P
ok.. back to miss da xiao jie (mrs lui/ miss sng)!!!:P
lols.. u toot! i'll kill you tmr... MUAHAHAHAHAHAA..
I FEEEL SSOOOOO GUIILLLTTYYY. SO MMMANNYYY PPPEEEOOPPPLLLEEEE LOOOSSSTT TTHHHHEEEE MMOOOMMMMENNNNTUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMM!!!! ANNNNNNDDDD GGOOOOOOTTTT DIIIISSSSSRRRRUUUPPPPTEEEEDDDD!!!!!!!:(:(:(:(:( SO SO SO SO SO SSOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDD PLLS FORGIVE ME!!!!!
Seriously i feel so so so bad.:( this is probably the reason why they don't allow people to on their phones during service.:( but i left straightaway. with so many people staring at me. causing such a havoc!!!:( hai.. maybe this is a special lesson, to show that i must turn off my phone. and thank God for this!!:)
anyway, apologies for those seriously affected: Miriam, Rebecca, Zhuo En, Cleo, Joanne, Buan Hua, Caryn, Practically EVERYONE!!! So sorry!!! i'll be a better person from now on and never touch my phone during service!!!!
but yeah, i went home straightaway, coz i know that all this is for my own good.:) i mean my parents are not living with me right now, so i am practically living alone, with my younger sister of course, but still, i am like out of parental supervision. so they are actually worrying about me la:) WOW. MAJOR TURNING POINT.:) but yeah. even though i kept complaining that my parents worry about the stuff they should not worry, but don't worry about the stuff that they should worry, i am still thankful, and praise God for the parents that i have, (despite the embarrassment and inconvenience caused AARRGGGHHH i am hyperventilating again). plus, as children of God:) and believer of Him, we must submit to parental authority, no matter what:) because they're still the parents that God has assigned to you.:) so we must respect their authority and obey them:) therefore, i took a cab, and reached home within 20 minutes:) but later complained to sis and dad. sis directly and dad through the phone. i guess i still sounded so pissed, but actually i am not that bad la. i just want to .. act child?:P i dunno..:P i shall learn not to do that:P
but overall, prayer meeting was so fun!!!:) it was the first time, then i realise that caregroup is really a group that cares:) it was so fun!!:) i mean i've never gone for this kind of fellowship before, but i seriously love it!!:) go CC5!!:) love you guys!!:D especially miriam for the fruits:) thank you!!:) and miriam and caryn for the crazy kpop frenzy!!:D
YAY!!! PFT 2.4 rescheduled to TUESDAY!!:) YIPEE!!:D can train tmr and sunday and monday!:D hahahaha:D
philo was okay.. and thanks paula!!:) For coming down quickly to help me pay the taxi dollar $9, with a $50 note, instead of $10 that i asked, but yeah, thanks a lot!!:) LOVE YA!!:) and thank you taxi driver (didn't manage to catch his name though) to be so patient, and drive me home fast fast!!:D thank you!!:P
ok.. back to miss da xiao jie (mrs lui/ miss sng)!!!:P
lols.. u toot! i'll kill you tmr... MUAHAHAHAHAHAA..
Saturday, May 9, 2009
ARGH!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay..:( i am crazy now.:(
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND
CRAZY EUNICE has to focus on rabbit and hippo now instead of thinking abt something that is totally impossible.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
okay..:( i am crazy now.:(
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND
CRAZY EUNICE has to focus on rabbit and hippo now instead of thinking abt something that is totally impossible.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
CRAZY EUNICE.
DAMN!!
Oh SHIT~!!
I have a crush. And I can't stop thinking about him.
Wake up Eunice. He barely knows you.:(
I have a crush. And I can't stop thinking about him.
Wake up Eunice. He barely knows you.:(
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Challenges - Farewell Party 05/05/09
Hai.. today was Yue Yi's Farewell party..:(
Everytime i do my other work, I can't stop but think about how I made a fool out of myself (for not saying the right stuff, in front of the WHOLE class, and also crying in the middle of everything, making my face and eyes all red and swollen). But mainly, the fact that Yue Yi, my darling good friend, is leaving soon. :'(. SOON!!!! in like 9 more days!!:'(
OH MY MUMMY SHIT.
My eyes are tearing again. :(
I feel so sad. :( In truth, what they say about sanguine people, is that sanguine people have a lot of friends/ acquaintances, forgets easily, but they do not have the specific friend, or groups of friends, to hang out with, sth like a clique, or just a BEST friend. So far, in my 206/106 life, I've always been very very alone and outcast:(. Nowadays, I am just too tired to actually put a "brave front", always high and smiling, after all the endless row of sleepless nights, and problems. And so far, in 206/106, Yue Yi was the only person that ever came as close as my bestie/good friend.:( It is just so great la.. that all my life, my besties or good friends, will just leave one by one, or rather not where I need them to be. Sometimes, I may just come to wonder, what does the term "Friend" mean to me when I don't even have one? The more I think of it, the more I want to become a trainee (although I know I am not cut out to be one), and really move to some other new place to start over my life. My procrastinations, dilly-dally, "dead" eyes, all gone, and I start afresh, being the lively and confident Eunice that I was born to.
To get back to the whole thing, Yue Yi (even though you may not read this, but here it goes. I can't say it in front of the whole class earlier in the afternoon today, coz i suddenly had a brain freeze when I went up.. sorry:S):
Dear Yue Yi,
Thank you for really putting up with all my nonsense for this past year. Really really thank you. Sorry just now when Mrs Mak asked me to say some things about you, I could not come up with something better, but to say that you are simple, and straightforward. Well, in truth, this past year that I have known you, of course you are much more than that. Well, to cover up for my mistake just now, I would just say that you are a kind-hearted and nice soul, that helps others when in need, (when we have sas, or when i can't finish my work on time, you will start scolding me, but also help me in the end. Thank you;)), have a good sense of humour, really very smart;), forgetful (;P), thinks about other peoples' feelings, very mature, straightforward.... still got a lot lot more.
I should have caught the hint that you were leaving Singapore, when you started being so lazy to go for cca, and selling me your photocopy card (should have bought it :P), but I didn't, and acted very outrageously childish when I knew of it.. SORRY!!:( Really hope that you will be able to be happier there in Hong Kong, seeing you love it so much, it shouldn't be a problem.:) And plus, hope that you will really EXPAND:) your potential and be a pride for your mommy as well.:P
Really Thank you so much for the happy times,:) the arguing, the "twilight" and
"mamma mia" outing, the B'Day present, and many many more!!:) THANK YOU!!:)
KEEP IN TOUCH, kay?:) LOVE YOU!!:)
With much love,
Eunice Wangadi
** KEEP SMILING:)
***WAIT FOR MY MUCH-AWAITED SURPRISE which you will have to wait in full anticipation for!!:P HAHAHAHAHA..
woah.. just realised i can't express my feelings comfortably in front of people, and orally.:P
GBU!!!:) YAY!!! I feel so much better now!:P even though there are many challenges, I know God will lead my way into becoming a better person, a much better one i believe;D, and really serve him, be positive thinking and confident and yada yada..;P so, I shall not worry so much and try and seek sympathy for myself. HAHAHAHA.:) YAY!!:) I feel like I am going back to my old self.:p really have a lot of things to do though!!:O but it's ok..:) God will guide me through thick and thin!!:) GOD BLESS YOU ALL PEOPLE!!:) KEEP SMILING!!:D
Everytime i do my other work, I can't stop but think about how I made a fool out of myself (for not saying the right stuff, in front of the WHOLE class, and also crying in the middle of everything, making my face and eyes all red and swollen). But mainly, the fact that Yue Yi, my darling good friend, is leaving soon. :'(. SOON!!!! in like 9 more days!!:'(
OH MY MUMMY SHIT.
My eyes are tearing again. :(
I feel so sad. :( In truth, what they say about sanguine people, is that sanguine people have a lot of friends/ acquaintances, forgets easily, but they do not have the specific friend, or groups of friends, to hang out with, sth like a clique, or just a BEST friend. So far, in my 206/106 life, I've always been very very alone and outcast:(. Nowadays, I am just too tired to actually put a "brave front", always high and smiling, after all the endless row of sleepless nights, and problems. And so far, in 206/106, Yue Yi was the only person that ever came as close as my bestie/good friend.:( It is just so great la.. that all my life, my besties or good friends, will just leave one by one, or rather not where I need them to be. Sometimes, I may just come to wonder, what does the term "Friend" mean to me when I don't even have one? The more I think of it, the more I want to become a trainee (although I know I am not cut out to be one), and really move to some other new place to start over my life. My procrastinations, dilly-dally, "dead" eyes, all gone, and I start afresh, being the lively and confident Eunice that I was born to.
To get back to the whole thing, Yue Yi (even though you may not read this, but here it goes. I can't say it in front of the whole class earlier in the afternoon today, coz i suddenly had a brain freeze when I went up.. sorry:S):
Dear Yue Yi,
Thank you for really putting up with all my nonsense for this past year. Really really thank you. Sorry just now when Mrs Mak asked me to say some things about you, I could not come up with something better, but to say that you are simple, and straightforward. Well, in truth, this past year that I have known you, of course you are much more than that. Well, to cover up for my mistake just now, I would just say that you are a kind-hearted and nice soul, that helps others when in need, (when we have sas, or when i can't finish my work on time, you will start scolding me, but also help me in the end. Thank you;)), have a good sense of humour, really very smart;), forgetful (;P), thinks about other peoples' feelings, very mature, straightforward.... still got a lot lot more.
I should have caught the hint that you were leaving Singapore, when you started being so lazy to go for cca, and selling me your photocopy card (should have bought it :P), but I didn't, and acted very outrageously childish when I knew of it.. SORRY!!:( Really hope that you will be able to be happier there in Hong Kong, seeing you love it so much, it shouldn't be a problem.:) And plus, hope that you will really EXPAND:) your potential and be a pride for your mommy as well.:P
Really Thank you so much for the happy times,:) the arguing, the "twilight" and
"mamma mia" outing, the B'Day present, and many many more!!:) THANK YOU!!:)
KEEP IN TOUCH, kay?:) LOVE YOU!!:)
With much love,
Eunice Wangadi
** KEEP SMILING:)
***WAIT FOR MY MUCH-AWAITED SURPRISE which you will have to wait in full anticipation for!!:P HAHAHAHAHA..
woah.. just realised i can't express my feelings comfortably in front of people, and orally.:P
GBU!!!:) YAY!!! I feel so much better now!:P even though there are many challenges, I know God will lead my way into becoming a better person, a much better one i believe;D, and really serve him, be positive thinking and confident and yada yada..;P so, I shall not worry so much and try and seek sympathy for myself. HAHAHAHA.:) YAY!!:) I feel like I am going back to my old self.:p really have a lot of things to do though!!:O but it's ok..:) God will guide me through thick and thin!!:) GOD BLESS YOU ALL PEOPLE!!:) KEEP SMILING!!:D
Friday, May 1, 2009
I don't care
I don't care if the whole world doesn't know my name..
I don't care if the whole world doesn't acknowledge me..
I don't care if the whole world doesn't care about/ for me..
BECAUSE..
I have the King of All Kings, Highest of the Highest, Lord of All Lords, God of Almighty, Lord Jesus Christ, who remembers my name, loves me unconditionally, and died for me.
I LOVE YOU JESUS:)
I live for only you always.:)
I don't care if the whole world doesn't acknowledge me..
I don't care if the whole world doesn't care about/ for me..
BECAUSE..
I have the King of All Kings, Highest of the Highest, Lord of All Lords, God of Almighty, Lord Jesus Christ, who remembers my name, loves me unconditionally, and died for me.
I LOVE YOU JESUS:)
I live for only you always.:)
Sunday, April 26, 2009
A SECRET
I let out a secret.:( But is for her own good, and I didn't tell it to any random person. I hope that I am forgiven, and really like to pray for her. Forgive me, O Lord. Pray that I'll be the trustable and trustworthy Eunice again.
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